Well. I just took my first dose of Chantix, and immediately lit a cigarette. This… probably does not bode well.
I’m using the GetQuit program too, but I honestly don’t know how this is going to go. I suppose that if it even significantly reduces my smoking, it will be worth it. In the meantime, I am incredibly damn nervous, and pathetically grateful that the first week of the program/medicine still allows me to smoke. I’m keeping a smoking log, I’m going to be receiving check-in calls and emails, I am dismally sure that I will Fail At This, but I’m doing it anyway.
Things might get very cranky around here in a week. My quit date is the 14th. If the entire Internet could cross its fingers, that would be great.
* Whitesnake. Of course.